Headed back to NYC

Sunday 530 pm

Leaving Bridgehampton now. It was very pretty there.. We went to a pumpkin patch where the kids played like maniacs. It was so cute. It was a pumpkin patch that had all sort of fun things for the kids. A hay ride, slides, races, and so much more. We just left an apple orchard where the kids actually did pick some apples and we had such fun.

Now as we journey home I am anxious and excited for I have yet another date with a boy I have been "dating". I am not quite sure what all this means with him but I do like his company. I have a date with a boy tomorrow that has been asking me out for about 2 months now. I met him out one night when Loren Lief of The Party and I went out. I think this guy is much younger then me. Probably late 20s or maybe 30. He and I are supposed to go out for ice cream. I am not sure if thinks that is code for sex but it is not. well not with him anyways. Dating multiple people at once is serving me right. It is helping me not get caught up with any one boy imperticular. Not that its a bad thing to focus on one boy but I have a tendency to get my heart involved, which leaves it hurt sometimes. Nothing that ever stops me dating and crushing on the boys though. Whoop whoop that much I know.

NYC is becoming better and better for me. Work is tough but pays so well and my personal life is going better then it has in ages. I have a very close friend here who has become like an angel to me. She and I have had so much fun in the city together. For a while we were going to movie in the park, Bryant Park had Monday night movie in the park. We would bring the hello kitty blanket relax on that and munch on delic goodies. When I would bring in the tasty delights it would be wind, cheese and crackers. we would have just the best time. Most of the time they would feature a black n white movie which I just love the best. I grew up watching black n white movies with momma and have loved them since.

Hamptons

Saturday morning on the way to the Hampton's for work. It may sound all fun and glamours going to the Hampton's but really it is not. After all you must remember that I am going to work not play, and there is nobody there that I am friends with. Sure there is beautiful walks I can take at ten pm when I am off work but really at that point all I want to do is crash. Working with kids is a very physical and mentally demanding job. I do not know how some families have 4 kids and more. It is part of my responsibility to take care of two small kids and one baby on the way. The Hampton's where we go is quite beautiful. It is called Bridgehampton, there are tons of farms and organic pick your own stops everywhere. It is about an hour and a half from the city, unless we hit traffic. Boy when there is traffic here it is a ton filled with pedestrians, cars, trucks, delivery vehicles, cyclist, horse and carriage, vespas, skateboarders and so much more you cant even imagine!! NYC is incredible! To my surprise however this city is amazing whit traffic. There is so much congestion yet it flows so well. I don't know how they do it but I think it is a combination of man y things one being the fact people here work together. I think you almost have to work together in this crazy city. You are always in other peoples personal space you must be able to tolerate and work with others here. It a very interesting blend here, the community is so independent and keeps to themselves but the other end is that they are also so unified with others work together . So enough about all that lets get to some good juice in my life......

I started aggressively dating a few months ago. After the last relationship I had ended I just chose not to date for a while, like for a year while. Then I met a guy that sparked my interest and that is what got me back into dating. I have been so busy with these boys its been a blast! I never knew dating could be so much fun. Dating in NYC is like nothing I have ever been exposed to before. There have been some pretty hilarious dates I have been on that's for sure! There is actually one boy that I am possibly becoming a little sweet on. We have been having such great fun together and I am liking it very much. We have been chatting for about a month only so its always a ball in the beginning. I am liking his company very much. While we were out the other night in the Meat Packing district dinning, who other then Kelsey Gammer strolled right in and was greeted by a some friends! I was like uhhhhhh really! That was my first star experience where they are chilling like its no big thing out in public. He looks older in person then on screen, but was defiantly recognizable. You know some stars you would not recognize if they walked right past you but him nahh he was so him! I was loving life. I felt a little high all of a sudden, it was an amazing experience for me.