Well I spent another successful day at the gym I accomplished only 5 miles today but achieved 35 min of hard weights, so I should be happy with that. I broke my run up into two sets which I rarely do, as it leaves me feeling as if my run was less successful. Last week I ran 12 miles in 2 and a half hours, I felt great! I am hoping to enter into a half marathon cancer run, in honor of my daddy. I ran in a tiny 5k about 6 years ago but nothing since then. I have made it a goal that as I get older I will only get better with my self and the things I am able to do. I want to love my body and feel good about the choices I make for my health. I am very much into nutrition, and the way food is grown. I eat very healthy most of the time but sure do like my ice cream. Especially then you share it with someone you love.
Ugh love why did I even mention that word. Love is a mean and nasty yet tender and sweet word for an emotion that causes so much confusion. It has been years since I felt real love. I dont even know if I have really ever had true love other then one time which is more then some so I am blessed I guess. The love lasted almost 6 years and then poof it was gone. I was done and wanted something more, as I always seem to do. He was a nice boy and we are still rather close, well not close but we do chat from time to time. Some days more then others. We have a friendship and a respect for each other that I think is remarkable. Hes a good man, I was just looking for more.
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